i've never felt less inspired to write a poem i've never felt less desire to write a poem i've never felt less on fire to write a poem but i've never been more required to write a poem not even that time i was hired to write a poem and even if i aspired to write a poem i really am far too tired to write a poem
there's still a part of my arms that continues to feel wrapped around you there's still a part of my nose where the smell of your hair lingers there's still a part of my chest warmed by the mist of your breath there's still a part of my heart that will never leave your side
i have this little sister she is small and very funny
she was my childhood accomplice and scapegoat and stooge and companion and opponent and ally and victim and confidante and assistant and substitute and buffer-zone and co-conspiritor
sometimes i think it must have been hard for her you know, what with her being the talented one and the popular one and the outgoing one and the sensible one and the mature one and the smart one and the attractive one and the useful one and the friendly one and the versatile one and the driven one and the together one and the good one and the likeable one and the one who makes the kind of choices that aren't constantly being called into question my life wouldn't have been the same without her in it and probably worse probably
you think it's funny? well you're drowning in it too
everybody hurry down to the shore there's a whole ocean of slurry with breakers of gore before the fetid swell so we'll dive right in you'll get used to the smell as we're going for a swim and you'll get used to the burning sensation on your skin the corrosive murk is churning as it dissolves you in and soon you will become it as you melt like gruyere cheese and once everyone has done it we'll form the stinking seas
that is a beautiful hat i mean, sure it makes your head look much more mushroom-like than it did before and somehow makes your face look strangely out of place but that really is a nice hat
as i take a step back into real life i will take care not to forget that things i take for granted in this bubble i must take with me into the world no mistake
how do you precis your life to someone you may see once or twice a year but whom you know genuinely cares? do you speak of grand sweeps the many blessings that keep descending or of any of the unending parade of tedious minutiae the things that stress and test and try? i feel 1 thousand things a day so how should i know what to say the millions i've tried to forget since we last met
i sat down to write a poem to distract me from all the things i didn't want to have to do but the draws of assorted glowing screens ate my mind ate my time all i scrawled was this
every day when i log on to twitter the first thing i do is open lists and click upon the link that takes me straight to you in futile hope that you've returned as if you'd never been away to the social medium you spurned eighteen months ago today i know you had your reasons and i know they're pretty sound and i know that my worries and wishes you were still around are just selfish expressions of a self-involved regret and i know i know you less than anyone you ever met and it shouldn't be an issue and i should get over it but the fact remains i miss you cos you were my favourite twit